I'm still thinking very much of him.
But, recently, I felt something again.. He is somehow avoiding me in some way...which it tells me that it is time for me to wake up and forget about him.

In the process of waking up myself, sometimes he would do something very close to me, very caring... Maybe it is myself whom is thinking too much, stil somehow hoping for something from it (which I know there won't be anything). He used to say I'm thinking too much - I mistaken the feeling of making "buddy" with him, instead of lovers. But, for what he had done with me, is it a norm for buddies to do so! He is putting me into dilemma again :(

I remind myself many times, so many times that he is just a buddy, a buddy, a buddy, a buddy, .... But, :'(

Tonight, I'm really missing someone so much.. Thinking of him a lot.. It was like every moment, every second, he will cross my mind, and I will just stop by to think of him.

I'm just wondering how long do I have to take to forget the things we had done together? I told him before, how I wish that my brain can work like a computer whereby I can choose whichever file that I would like to delete and hit the 'delete' button and it will delete all memory that have us together..

But, sometimes I would think back, if I would to delete it, then I would forget this man at all! Then, do I really want it that way?

I never been so "lucky" in traveling to encounter something like that!!!
Can you imagine that - this whole year no typhoon had hit hong kong, but was until yesterday that when I need to leave her, the typhoon hit and I was trapped in Macau for no sailing reason. :(
Queuing at ticketing counter for more than 7hours and finally get the ticket to sail off at 7pm. But, my flight is at 7:55pm. Gosh!! How could I have made it when my sailing time needs 1hour plus?!?!
Later, got the message from my friend that the flight had been delayed to depart only at 11:30pm, thought that might be a slight chance for me to catch the flight, as I finally got off from ferry at 9pm...
Who knows it - I still miss the flight because boarding time is still before 7:55pm and they are not entertaining any late comers, though they knew that it was due to typhoon!!
They can delay the flight, but they just wouldn't have any attendants to standby for late comers even though bad weather. And all this is because of they are budget-airline. They just don't offer such services to entertain these so-called of extras :/ How pity, huh?!

So, I decided not to leave the airport as that night stil hoisting typhoon#3..
So I spent a night in airport...
Then, I need to buy new tickets back to Penang still.. Okok.. Going to spend me another lump sum if money :/
And the worst nightmare is they don't have flight on 30sep! What the heck???
Checking on other airlines, but that would cost me a chunk instead of a lump only :( :( I just can't imagine that instead of having budget-travelling, I ended up need to spend more than I could have thought! :( So, no way. I'm not to spend anymore, otherwise I can declare myself bankrupt when I got back to Penang. Bankrupt is not due to shop til I drop in HKG but is all pay to airline.. So, I told myself no way.. NO!!
I need to spend ANOTHER NIGHT in HKIA.. That's it!
So, let me rot, let me stink, let me sick, and just let it be.. And I guess I would be phobia of going to airport, any airport in short period of this incident.

Reporting done.


Stinky in HKG,
~ flynnx ~

it's a very mixed feeling experience...
compare to the last time when i was 19yrs old... this time, is a bit too "young" for me, I guess...

Must be thinking, what kind of mixed feeling I got from this time...

:: curious ::
after been so many years, of course, i expect something different, but, don't know of what is the difference make me so want to know what is the difference...haha..

:: nervous ::
hehe.. :p
must be thinking why nervous... what on earth makes my nerves just stood up?!
i can't answer... but, when i look at those bouncers guarding the front entrance... i was like, "wow!! like that geh meh?"
Then, an aunty (well... not sure whether is aunty or not... but, definitely i saw her wrinkles on her face, but wearing super short cheongsam, with high cut..) walking close to us, and show us what kind of liquor we are choosing... -__-|||
I don't know, but just don't like the feeling of choosing type of liquor at the entrance...

:: cold ::
after a few sips of the drink, i feel cold..
well, people who know me, will know i will not wear sleeveless shirts... so, i'm sure something is wrong in me.. i am not a person who feel coldness so easily... but, i just cold...

:: bored ::
after standing a while... i started to feel boring... yes, with those so much of noise place, i got very bored.. because got nothing to do, except watching people

:: funny ::
watching people is very fun!!
you can many people , indeed having many characteristics... haha...
but, one similar characteristic they have is : "I'm the best on this dance floor!!" or "I can drink better than you"
Well, everyone is thinking they the best of all... this is funny
>> girls >> will try to attract males >> wearing super short skirts or super short pants..
the funniest is when my aunt asked me to see a girl's short pants, which look like she is wearing panty
>> boys >> will try to attract the opposite sex then >> try to act macho, i guess...
can see short girls wearing super high heels..haha... standing beside me (i'm wearing sneakers), oh, shit! they are still short!! my god!! how come so many short girls?!
well.. don't be angry, i'm not discriminating shorties, but, i never thought so many are on that category. I am only at 168cm, which is not so tall, but, i can easily just grab one is shorter than me, even they are on their 4 or 5 inches heels... this is pathetic isn't it?

:: silly ::
feel it'd been so silly to throw the hands up in the air, when the DJ shouted us to do so...
haha... doing it twice..then, feeling people surrounding... were like gorillas dancing... :p
okok... sorry, if my words harsh... but, it does look to me that way at that moment...

:: been punished ::
after 2hours inside, feel myself is not belong to this room at all.. because, i'm paying to get punishment to stand inside... :(
i was prefect at school. only me to punish people, where got people punish me to stand as such? 2hours!! and is going to stand more... because watch only showing 12am+ :( argh... this is a bad signal, dammit!!!
and, my ears are hurting... starting to feel i'm in the process of becoming deaf...

:: sleepy ::
time ticking slowly.. only 2am...
my legs were complaining and is soon to reject for standing... and my ears... pity!!
and, now my eyelids are dropping too...

:: shock ::
finally, we are going off... what the heck.. my bro is sitting beside a "corpse".
no... sorry.. don't mean to... but, she is drunken and lie on the street like a dead one.. my goodness' sake, for what reason a girl drink until so much , until that stage? I don't know if to sympathy or to curse.. but, to me, it is not necessary...
shirts rolled up, zip unzipped... even i adjusted her shirt and zipped her pants for her... she got no feeling... gosh!!

:: shame ::
my bro asked to take care of her while he drove her car over to "collect" her back home.
sitting beside her, was a shame.
people passed by, look at us one kind. Instead of looking at the drunken girl lying on the street, but people look at my aunt & me, like we had done something very wrong to her... Hello, we are innocent!

Ok, after fetching the girl back home, and let her settle down, it was 0430am akready!
passing by the paya terubong's market, people were opening their stalls, but we were still roaming on the street :(
pity me!

In short, I totally don't like this kind of place - too crowded, too noisy, standing long hours and the most importantly, wasting too much time. that night, I wasted 7hours for nothing :(

After a mixed feeling experience, i told myself, "that will be my last time"

Ok, good night world!!

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So finally back from SIN...
a crowded city with hot temperature and full of crowd!!

in M'sia, it is already hot, but there...it's even hotter...

my skin don't lie... can tell from the pimples of my face

:(

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Good night!!

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Andy is soon having his concerts at RED coliseum again~ :)
Kinda happy to hear this news, but sad is that I am not attending it :(

I just wonder if he's coming to Malaysia for this concert ?
As his previous Wonderful Concert World Tour, he did not stop in M'sia...haih~~
Hopefully he is stopping here this time, if he is making a tour again.

His concert's poster :

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Heard that he is releasing his new album soon :

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Will check for latest news and update again!

Have a nice Sunday!! :D

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I'm watching a Korean Drama, recommended by a friend of mine!!

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