compare to the last time when i was 19yrs old... this time, is a bit too "young" for me, I guess...
Must be thinking, what kind of mixed feeling I got from this time...
:: curious ::
after been so many years, of course, i expect something different, but, don't know of what is the difference make me so want to know what is the difference...haha..
:: nervous ::
hehe.. :p
must be thinking why nervous... what on earth makes my nerves just stood up?!
i can't answer... but, when i look at those bouncers guarding the front entrance... i was like, "wow!! like that geh meh?"
Then, an aunty (well... not sure whether is aunty or not... but, definitely i saw her wrinkles on her face, but wearing super short cheongsam, with high cut..) walking close to us, and show us what kind of liquor we are choosing... -__-|||
I don't know, but just don't like the feeling of choosing type of liquor at the entrance...
:: cold ::
after a few sips of the drink, i feel cold..
well, people who know me, will know i will not wear sleeveless shirts... so, i'm sure something is wrong in me.. i am not a person who feel coldness so easily... but, i just cold...
:: bored ::
after standing a while... i started to feel boring... yes, with those so much of noise place, i got very bored.. because got nothing to do, except watching people
:: funny ::
watching people is very fun!!
you can many people , indeed having many characteristics... haha...
but, one similar characteristic they have is : "I'm the best on this dance floor!!" or "I can drink better than you"
Well, everyone is thinking they the best of all... this is funny
>> girls >> will try to attract males >> wearing super short skirts or super short pants..
the funniest is when my aunt asked me to see a girl's short pants, which look like she is wearing panty
>> boys >> will try to attract the opposite sex then >> try to act macho, i guess...
can see short girls wearing super high heels..haha... standing beside me (i'm wearing sneakers), oh, shit! they are still short!! my god!! how come so many short girls?!
well.. don't be angry, i'm not discriminating shorties, but, i never thought so many are on that category. I am only at 168cm, which is not so tall, but, i can easily just grab one is shorter than me, even they are on their 4 or 5 inches heels... this is pathetic isn't it?
:: silly ::
feel it'd been so silly to throw the hands up in the air, when the DJ shouted us to do so...
haha... doing it twice..then, feeling people surrounding... were like gorillas dancing... :p
okok... sorry, if my words harsh... but, it does look to me that way at that moment...
:: been punished ::
after 2hours inside, feel myself is not belong to this room at all.. because, i'm paying to get punishment to stand inside... :(
i was prefect at school. only me to punish people, where got people punish me to stand as such? 2hours!! and is going to stand more... because watch only showing 12am+ :( argh... this is a bad signal, dammit!!!
and, my ears are hurting... starting to feel i'm in the process of becoming deaf...
:: sleepy ::
time ticking slowly.. only 2am...
my legs were complaining and is soon to reject for standing... and my ears... pity!!
and, now my eyelids are dropping too...
:: shock ::
finally, we are going off... what the heck.. my bro is sitting beside a "corpse".
no... sorry.. don't mean to... but, she is drunken and lie on the street like a dead one.. my goodness' sake, for what reason a girl drink until so much , until that stage? I don't know if to sympathy or to curse.. but, to me, it is not necessary...
shirts rolled up, zip unzipped... even i adjusted her shirt and zipped her pants for her... she got no feeling... gosh!!
:: shame ::
my bro asked to take care of her while he drove her car over to "collect" her back home.
sitting beside her, was a shame.
people passed by, look at us one kind. Instead of looking at the drunken girl lying on the street, but people look at my aunt & me, like we had done something very wrong to her... Hello, we are innocent!
Ok, after fetching the girl back home, and let her settle down, it was 0430am akready!
passing by the paya terubong's market, people were opening their stalls, but we were still roaming on the street :(
pity me!
In short, I totally don't like this kind of place - too crowded, too noisy, standing long hours and the most importantly, wasting too much time. that night, I wasted 7hours for nothing :(
After a mixed feeling experience, i told myself, "that will be my last time"
Ok, good night world!!
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