And, as expected, the workload was like hill so high up~~
I just feel to slam my computer just like that!!
In fact, many people asked me before, does my job really that tough~
hmm...
My answer is : YES!
But...
Yea, do mind that there is a "but" here...
The people there is even "tougher"
Facing the customers is already tough, and there is no way to run from it, cuz' that is part of job.
But, who can ever expect that facing the colleagues is as tough, or even tougher.
Tougher, in the meaning to say they are really worse, facing them is a tough job, very tough that you don't find yourself want to face them with more than even a second.
** sigh **
Really, there are all kind of people in this world.
Actually, I really have to admit that I do love my job.
I think, Logistics is not a bad field to commit after all, but not my current colleagues.
The more I think of them, the more I thought myself actually hate the job...
and the more I feel sad and pity of myself that had stuck in this hell place of all places in this world... 
Thinking deep of it, actually, I am not, I mean, I am not suppose to have such a slave-feeling.
Because, thinking back of how I started to have apply for this job, was really not because of I was that desperate for a job to support my life or what, but it was mainly because I like to be in logistics!
Dealing cargoes movement, knowing how the aircrafts take cargoes from a place to another, and so on... those are something very interesting! And, this is my perception, even up to today!
Especially, when it comes to something that apply with logics, calculations, sciences, etc... I just find myself with a Math bachelor degree is just stepping my feet on the right field.
But...
It is hard to tell how long could I to strive on this job, or should I say, with this company...
At the moment, all I know is that I am desperate to leave!
I am not a person of giving up easily, but this time, I think, it is just going to hit my limit any time...
Yeah~ anytime!
When the time hit, I will just grab my handbag and walk off the hell place!
And, I think, I can't be that kind anymore!
After all, no one pity to this kind lady here, but people will just think this is just another stupid lady.
Grabbing all jobs under her belt...hmm.. I am not the hero of saving the day.
I am just a normal human, looking for a challenging job, but not sucking people!!
Just wish me luck~~
Sharing a cute pix...
Looking at it, just make me feel peace at the moment, hmm... at least, peace until tomorrow morning when I am at the hell place again...
