First of all, let me say something~~
These few days, whoa~~ really top busy, cuz' I'm just so busy!! =p
Very well, I'm just always as busy as ever, even I am having 4 straight off-days, opps...nope!
Not exactly!!
I had 2 and half days only...
It was suppose a long weekend, cuz' Muslimins are having their Raya...
And, just so happen it fell on Sunday & Monday, so replacement continue on Tuesday.
So, yes, Saturday, working on half day....
Then, Monday is gone, cuz' I'm working!!
Top sienzzzzz....
How true, but yes, please believe it, I have to work on public holiday!
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Let me share something very true of myself...
which some of you might have known it~~
My ambition was to be become a doctor.
And, it is not only a past tense only!
Even until today, my ambition is still to be become a doctor.
But, ambition is ambition, what in reality and what in dream...
hmm~~ I will say, I just not too good to become a doctor.
So, I told myself, when I failed to study medic, I gave up evetything related to it, even to become a nurse, or a pharmacist, or anything I can think of...
So, even when I choose the course for my degree, I choose either I'm in medic, or else I don't touch anything in labs... Thus, no physics, no bio and no chemistry after my pre-U life!
So, I took Maths in my U.
Did I ever tell anyone that I just love Sciences?
Giving up those P,B,C, was like giving up Science, but Maths is the mother of all sciences, so I decided to take up Maths!!
And, yes, ended to become what I am today!
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Well, don't misunderstand~~ why of all, I started with my childhood's ambition is because, all I wanted to say is that I don't mind working on long hours and even on public holidays!
And, now my job requires me to work long hours and even on public holidays, yes, I don't mind.
Wrong!
Indeed, I mind that very much! That makes me think of my the ambition I tried to bury deep inside my hearts for all these years!
After my pre-U, it had been nearly 6 years already!
I still can't tell after doctor, what else is there in my heart I want to become.
Definitely, not today's what people call it a logistics agent.
No way! This is not what I want.
Since I had pursued in Maths, then I think, I should continue my path there...looking for something really related to my degree! And, I always wish to take up a Masters. And yes, I should continue from there...
After my degree in Maths, I just feel like my life had been put a comma and I just stop there to think hard for what to write on, but I guess I think not hard enough...
Something told me that I had stopped for toooooo long...
Very long that I should continue and go on from there...
Working in this company for 2 years, I think, I had wasted my time there...
Time wasted and what I earned is not what I want, except money...
I remember, Andy saying, working is his life and his life is working, and he is happy.
I don't know how true is this, as an artiste, saying these words...but, I trust him!
He is happy because he found what he wanted in his working and that is why work and life are as one for him! And, he says, because he is happy, he never feel tired of working!
It is not necessary for me to do what I wish to become, but, at least I wish to found happiness in work life...something like Andy.
True saying, I really feel so tired already.
* sigh *
Let's stop there... I don't want to say anything more, until I find the next word after the comma, ok!!
One of my friend forwarded me an email, posting in facebook is just so "dangerous" when your boss is reading what you are writing...
hummpphh~~
I just don't care!
I have my freedom to do anything I want.
Furthermore, I am still performing at my top in company...
Day 1, I'm performing 100% and until now, even I'm tired, I'm still performing 100%.
So, he can't just fired me like that~~ hee... I guess...
Well, if he fires me... I'll let you guys know about it, ok!!
So, other than work, of course, I have other things on my life too!
I catch BLEACH!
Yea~~ the very hit manga!
keke~~ the manga, I have not started with it yet, cuz' I'm watching its anime first!!
Very handsome Ichigo!
Here is the official website of the BLEACH >> B.L.E.A.C.H
It is a story of a 15-year-old boy can see the soul and he is the shirigami (soul reaper)!!
hmm... I just find it is interesting to watch!!
So, I've been busy keep with it... =p
Then, I am still on my Eclipse!
Gosh~~
this book just took me so long to finish..
And, finally I found a line in this book, which I like...
"you are trying to seduce a vampire", says Edward to Bella!
Very seducing~~ heh~ almost to the end and I'll work on Breaking Dawn!
And, I'm busy on TVB dramas too!
So, now, do you agree with me that I am a very busy person...
OK... til' I blog again, Good night, worlds!!
