Hie World,

these few days were not be able to online because my server was down!!
Now, finally fixed, but a lot of things to catch up!

So, will continue with my blog as soon as possible, ok...

see ya~~

Labels: online matters

Hie Everybody~~

First of all, let me say something~~
These few days, whoa~~ really top busy, cuz' I'm just so busy!! =p
Very well, I'm just always as busy as ever, even I am having 4 straight off-days, opps...nope!
Not exactly!!
I had 2 and half days only...
It was suppose a long weekend, cuz' Muslimins are having their Raya...
And, just so happen it fell on Sunday & Monday, so replacement continue on Tuesday.
So, yes, Saturday, working on half day....
Then, Monday is gone, cuz' I'm working!!
Top sienzzzzz....
How true, but yes, please believe it, I have to work on public holiday!

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Let me share something very true of myself...
which some of you might have known it~~

My ambition was to be become a doctor.
And, it is not only a past tense only!
Even until today, my ambition is still to be become a doctor.
But, ambition is ambition, what in reality and what in dream...
hmm~~ I will say, I just not too good to become a doctor.
So, I told myself, when I failed to study medic, I gave up evetything related to it, even to become a nurse, or a pharmacist, or anything I can think of...
So, even when I choose the course for my degree, I choose either I'm in medic, or else I don't touch anything in labs... Thus, no physics, no bio and no chemistry after my pre-U life!
So, I took Maths in my U.
Did I ever tell anyone that I just love Sciences?
Giving up those P,B,C, was like giving up Science, but Maths is the mother of all sciences, so I decided to take up Maths!!
And, yes, ended to become what I am today!
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Well, don't misunderstand~~ why of all, I started with my childhood's ambition is because, all I wanted to say is that I don't mind working on long hours and even on public holidays!

And, now my job requires me to work long hours and even on public holidays, yes, I don't mind.
Wrong!
Indeed, I mind that very much! That makes me think of my the ambition I tried to bury deep inside my hearts for all these years!
After my pre-U, it had been nearly 6 years already!
I still can't tell after doctor, what else is there in my heart I want to become.
Definitely, not today's what people call it a logistics agent.
No way! This is not what I want.
Since I had pursued in Maths, then I think, I should continue my path there...looking for something really related to my degree! And, I always wish to take up a Masters. And yes, I should continue from there...
After my degree in Maths, I just feel like my life had been put a comma and I just stop there to think hard for what to write on, but I guess I think not hard enough...
Something told me that I had stopped for toooooo long...
Very long that I should continue and go on from there...

Working in this company for 2 years, I think, I had wasted my time there...
Time wasted and what I earned is not what I want, except money...
I remember, Andy saying, working is his life and his life is working, and he is happy.
I don't know how true is this, as an artiste, saying these words...but, I trust him!
He is happy because he found what he wanted in his working and that is why work and life are as one for him! And, he says, because he is happy, he never feel tired of working!
It is not necessary for me to do what I wish to become, but, at least I wish to found happiness in work life...something like Andy.
True saying, I really feel so tired already.

* sigh *

Let's stop there... I don't want to say anything more, until I find the next word after the comma, ok!!
One of my friend forwarded me an email, posting in facebook is just so "dangerous" when your boss is reading what you are writing...
hummpphh~~
I just don't care!
I have my freedom to do anything I want.
Furthermore, I am still performing at my top in company...
Day 1, I'm performing 100% and until now, even I'm tired, I'm still performing 100%.
So, he can't just fired me like that~~ hee... I guess...
Well, if he fires me... I'll let you guys know about it, ok!!

So, other than work, of course, I have other things on my life too!
I catch BLEACH!
Yea~~ the very hit manga!
keke~~ the manga, I have not started with it yet, cuz' I'm watching its anime first!!
Very handsome Ichigo!


Here is the official website of the BLEACH >> B.L.E.A.C.H

It is a story of a 15-year-old boy can see the soul and he is the shirigami (soul reaper)!!
hmm... I just find it is interesting to watch!!
So, I've been busy keep with it... =p

Then, I am still on my Eclipse!
Gosh~~
this book just took me so long to finish..
And, finally I found a line in this book, which I like...
"you are trying to seduce a vampire", says Edward to Bella!
Very seducing~~ heh~ almost to the end and I'll work on Breaking Dawn!

And, I'm busy on TVB dramas too!

So, now, do you agree with me that I am a very busy person...

OK... til' I blog again, Good night, worlds!!

Labels: anime アニメ, my Day, my job

Hello, World!!

Finally, today manage to come over here to blog a bit...
Last two days was a VERY BUSY DAY to me...because there are urgent shipments to be followed up, until 0100+am...

In the morning, when wake up, head was spinning...because lack of sleep..
I think, I am getting old...
Sleeping less is one of my problem to me now, which once upon time...Flynnx is not like today's Flynnx...
Today's Flynnx is just... *sigh*

So, today, was actually my company, nope... I shall say, my department's audit day.
And, suppose the auditor suppose audit me, I thought~~
But, lucky me, I escape!! :)

And, tonight, no more need to follow up any shipment~~

So, going to relax and sleep soundly tonight!!

Labels: my Day, my job

As per plan, finally, I went watching the movie : FD4
Rating it 6/10.

And, I am so tension when I find out that the attendant had actually given me the wrong row!
I wanted for the C-row and was given the D-row, one row further front, which make me @#$%^
I never like sitting so front up to watch the big screen.
It was like craning my neck...
Then... auditorium is just so warm...like no air-cond at all!
Making me so hate to watch this movie...

Not to say I'm superstitious or what...
But, like everything tells me not to go for this movie, and yet I am still going~~
first : I planned to buy the ticket, because, I thought it was shown on 26-Aug, so I went there on the Monday before the 26-Aug, but the attendant told me not open for selling yet. Then, I was like it shouldn't be, cuz' the show is showing on Wednesday already!! Then, he told me it'd been postponed to 03-Sep. So, fine!
second : I went there 01-Sep, thought of buying it...and, was told the system is down and no prior buying tickets is allowed... this really pi**ed me off~~
third : friends & I decided not to go, but ended up the other one went with her other friends at the end...so, left me alone... So, I thought not to watch it since no one going with me... then, my another friend said, why not going the weekend, so, i agreed!!
forth : out from house this morning, it was like going to rain heavily, cuz' dark clouds warn us that there going to be cats & dogs...but, we just won't care!
So, after all stupid things, ended up me watching the movie, but in a not comfortable way!
Sh*t!

So, this movie...it is not as "horror & terrific" as I'd imagined and heard of~~
Compare to the previous seasons, I think I like the season1 the best - the airplane crash, casted by Devon Sawa.

After the movie, come home and continue with this blogging stuff and also plurk as usual..
And, to my horror, my karma falls!!
And you know what is its comment?
Let's see :

Whoa~~ this really make me sick, ok?!

I just stop "plurking" like from yesterday's evening until today's evening...
And, my karma falls like -0.60!
This is s**cks!
I mean, it is hard for me to push the karma up bit by bit and it just fall in a doom ?!
This isn't fair at all!!

OK...I think, I am in a bad mood now...
Will off soon, better to continue with my Edward...

Til' tomorrow I catch up here again...
Good night, world!!

Labels: movie, my Day, online matters

Did you know that I love to eat cherry?
Not only love, but it is my most favourite one!!


General knowledge on cherry

Today, doing the old stuffs~ reading my emails, as usual and of all emails showing the delicious delicacies, the one on cherry make me drooooooool =pPpPp

The below pix show cherry trees at a place, and people don't seem to be so "over-reacted" like me
Passerby just take it like those trees never existed!!

I've been wishing if I would to stay there, can I on and off go to the garden and pluck the cherry to eat ?
Rather than let it froze in the ice.
After the ice melt away, for sure the cherry is not good to eat anymore...
I mean, too cold, isn't it ?

Anyway, they are beautiful, aren't they ?








People say human is always greedy and their wish list is a never ending one..
If I really been given a chance to stay there, then, most probably, I'll be whining on some other things...haih~~

I'll post more if there's anything further today.
Or else, that's all folks!!

see ya~~

PS: Tomorrow will be my movie day!!

Labels: pix to share

Recently, I am following a series of novel...
Share the OPENBOOK with you guys, if just in case you guys would like to take a peek on it..

Summary of "TWILIGHT", click HERE

Summary of "NEW MOON", click HERE

Summary of "ECLIPSE", click HERE

Summary of "BREAKING DAWN", click HERE


And, I am now reading until the "Eclipse"...
So far, the story is very interesting to me...
About the vampire's love story...
At first, when I first bought the book, I am quite hesitate about it.
Because, I doubt if it is really that nice reading...
So, I dare not take the risk, I bought the first book, "Twilight"
After the first book, was like addicted...immediately, I went to buy the rest of the three...

Now, reading "Eclipse" towards the end...
Soon, will be starting "Breaking Dawn".

Ok, til I meet you guys tomorrow, good night!!
And, I will meet up Edward for now.. :)

Labels: books

Today is a better day to me !!

Talking about "a better day", it makes me think of one of my favourite album of Andy
(like too many "of")


Since yesterday, when I get to know the idiotic thing did not happen to me, my mood just swayed from negative to "not-so-bad" level...


So, how's your day then?
A better day too ?
*** I thought I have a "question-mark" smiley, but I don't have one ***

Well, you must have noticed, why "not-so-bad" level and not a straight good~~
hmm... because, today's my workload is just as hectic as ever...

Found out that our customers like to call last minute time...
When the time ticking just a few more minutes to 1730hrs, then for sure there will be something urge us for immediate action to settle it...
haih~~ ** sigh **

And, "not-so-bad" level because, I still can't find anyone to go watch 'Final Destination 4' with me...
** hummppphh **
all is my darling's fault lar~~ go watching without me...
now, i find no one liao~~
I think, I'm going alone this weekend if I still can't find anybody.. cuz' acting alone is always "so-flynnx" style!!

So, there are 3 movies on my "cinema-list" to cross out..

• FINAL DESTINATION 4
• The Orphan - I'd missed it?! ** surprised ** just get to know that the show no longer on the cinema
  
• Accident by Louis Koo :) I am going to watch it!!

And, this weekend I'm not working, so, will cross out FD4 first...
I wonder if Vonn watched it or not...
She is the one reckon me to watch the show, on the part3...
Then, after watching part3, i watched backward by buying the DVDs...
So, how's she now?

And, I suddenly miss my aunty so much~~~
When is she coming home ??!!
she's making my neck long like a giraffe...

Oh yahh~~
today received an email from my friend, that they are colourful creepy crawlies...
Share with you!!



>>> this one looks like wearing T-shirt

>>> this one looks like a real horror!!

And, good night world!!

Labels: movie, my Day, pix to share

Today back to work, after the long weekend!
And, as expected, the workload was like hill so high up~~


I just feel to slam my computer just like that!!


In fact, many people asked me before, does my job really that tough~
hmm...
My answer is : YES!


But...
Yea, do mind that there is a "but" here...
The people there is even "tougher"
Facing the customers is already tough, and there is no way to run from it, cuz' that is part of job.
But, who can ever expect that facing the colleagues is as tough, or even tougher.
Tougher, in the meaning to say they are really worse, facing them is a tough job, very tough that you don't find yourself want to face them with more than even a second.

** sigh **

Really, there are all kind of people in this world.


Actually, I really have to admit that I do love my job.
I think, Logistics is not a bad field to commit after all, but not my current colleagues.
The more I think of them, the more I thought myself actually hate the job... and the more I feel sad and pity of myself that had stuck in this hell place of all places in this world...

Thinking deep of it, actually, I am not, I mean, I am not suppose to have such a slave-feeling.
Because, thinking back of how I started to have apply for this job, was really not because of I was that desperate for a job to support my life or what, but it was mainly because I like to be in logistics!
Dealing cargoes movement, knowing how the aircrafts take cargoes from a place to another, and so on... those are something very interesting! And, this is my perception, even up to today!
Especially, when it comes to something that apply with logics, calculations, sciences, etc... I just find myself with a Math bachelor degree is just stepping my feet on the right field.

But...

It is hard to tell how long could I to strive on this job, or should I say, with this company...
At the moment, all I know is that I am desperate to leave!
I am not a person of giving up easily, but this time, I think, it is just going to hit my limit any time...
Yeah~ anytime!
When the time hit, I will just grab my handbag and walk off the hell place!

And, I think, I can't be that kind anymore!
After all, no one pity to this kind lady here, but people will just think this is just another stupid lady.
Grabbing all jobs under her belt...hmm.. I am not the hero of saving the day.
I am just a normal human, looking for a challenging job, but not sucking people!!

Just wish me luck~~

Sharing a cute pix...


Looking at it, just make me feel peace at the moment, hmm... at least, peace until tomorrow morning when I am at the hell place again...

Labels: my Day, my job

CLINGSTONE, an unusual of 103-year-old mansion set on a rock in Rhode Island, Narragansett Bay.
The mansion survives through the love and hard work of a family and friends...

Henry Wood is the owner of this mansion and he runs the house like a camp. All skilled workers are welcome. The Jamestown Boatyard hauls the family's boats and floating dock.


The house had been left empty for two decades before it was bought by Mr. Wood, a 79-year-old, a Boston architect, in year 1961. Clingstone had been built by a distant cousin, J.S. Lovering Wharton. Mr Wharton worked with an artist, named William Trost Richards. They worked together to create the house of picture windows with 23 rooms on three stories radiating off a vast central hall. The construction was completed in year 1905.


There are 10 bedrooms at Clingstone, with indecently beautiful views. The house is maintained by ingenious method, which the Memorial Day was held every year and it brings 70 or so friends and Clingstone's lovers altogether to tackle the cleaning and washing jobs.

This is a place of no lawn, no neighbours, no solicitors, no busy streets with autos, but surrounded by the free, easy, peace and huge ocean.

You may want to see more of the pictures and know more about the Clingstone, you may click on to the GALLERY and ARTICLE

More, Insights of Rhode Islands :
http://www.rhodeislandbaycruises.com/OtherSights.htm
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That's all for today... ;)
Tomorrow need to go to work again, sienz~~~ :(

Labels: my Day, travel