~ meowwtthhhhh!!!

Yesterday, I went to work, and in the middle of the day, there came a guy, I am at the cashier counter and this guy asked, "May I know where's Black Cat?"
Immediately, I want to answer him, "sorry, she is not working here anymore"
But, before my words slip out of my mouth, my mind went blank for a while...hehe...
I was wondering, how does he know that she is called, "Black Cat"?
So, before that question slip out, immediately, I changed it to, "huh?" instead...before I put myself into a VERY embarrassing moment.
And, he repeated himself, "May I know where's Black Cat, the anime of Black Cat?"
Then, I smiled to him and bring him to the animation section...
But, also, we can't find Black Cat...

So, after a while of reading..who is black cat??
hehe...
She is the one:

First time ever seeing a real one to play violin!!
So, I'm really impressed!
Even she is not playing it very well...but, she is a beginner, so, I am still giving her the applause

Her name is Christine...
Get to know her when I first work at Artiste Gallery (the shop that I'm working now).
The first impression...
I know she is definitely better than Jane (another girl that working there...but, no longer there)
I don't know...it is not that I judge people by looking at their appearance...but, this is the first impression...
Of course, I try to get along with them, and I find out, my "first day" judgment is so true that it is really that Christine is nice.

hmm...soon, I can no longer calling her, Christine.
I think, I have to call her Ms. Loh...
have to pay some respect.
Why?!
Because, I'm asking her to teach me how to play piano.
I wonder if I am gifted in music or not...
But, I really want to learn!!
yeah~~
I am determined!!

She came to congratulate me on my convo day.
Here are the pix:

I look really super funny with that mortar board, right?!
Really look like a stupid more than a graduate...

Oh yahh...
Here are the pix where I received my scroll:

>> receiving scroll from Pro Chancellor Lin See Yan


>> walking off the stage
At that moment, I was wondering have I done anything funny in front of that Pro Chancellor...hehe...

I'll up-date this post with my pix taken from studio...
That one, I put on make-up...
Gosh~~
I wonder if I'll look like the world's funniest graduate...

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Labels: all about Andy Lau, last tribute, my Day, pix to share

Today, I had watched another new MV of Andy's new album.
The title is: 《壹塊錢》 - One Dollar

This song is written for "The One Foundation", which is by Jet Li.

I don't quite like the song...but, I love the lyric.
Therefore, I always say, lyric can do wonders!!
Here, I had made an animation pictures which are the screenshots of the MV...


Here is the link to the foundation: ONE
In there, you can learn how to donate, if you're interested. :)
Just like Andy had sung in his song...
A Dollar, you can help yourself and also helping others.
A Dollar might mean nothing to you, but it might mean a lot to others who need it.

You can watch the MV here: ONE_mv_watching
This link is taken from: AWC618_miracleworld
---> Jet Li has special appearance in this MV :)

err...in this MV, I love the scene where there are 4 Andys
hehe...
But, why he is still short hair, huh?!
Never mind him :p

hmm...
He seems to release his MVs one by one...
I'm really looking forward if there would be 《冬季不下雪》
This is another song which I love the lyric first before I love the song...and now, it is my blog's song :)

You guys know what?!
Before I watch any of his MVs, I really hope that he doesn't make any second version or what-so-ever Special Edition, which will come with DVD.
But, now, in my heart, a little voice tells me, it's OK :)
So, let's see if Andy gives us anymore of new things :)

And, tomorrow is going to be my convocation day!!

I'll see if I can post a few pix to share with you guys here ;)


So, take care!!



lots of hugs,
flynnx~

Labels: all about Andy Lau, my BLOG

Recently, so many things happened to me...
unpleasant things... :(

So, right after my convocation day (18 August, 2007), I'll stay away for a period...
Means that, I'll be away~~

When I am going to come back???
~ no idea, but, I think, until I pick up with myself again

No worries...
I'm going to be fine...just that I need some time to be alone...
Oh yahh~~
I think, rather than I answering each of you who is going to ask me...
I better make a clear answer here...
~I am not going to UK this year....planned postpone to next year...

Before I go off...
I want to share a few pix with you guys...
First, will be pix of my birthday:


Next...
I just received card from AWC last 2 days...
yeah~~
I won't call it from Andy....cuz, to me, it doesn't seem like that to me...

Labels: m, my BLOG, my Day

hie~~
everybody!!

today, got my robes and is waiting for convocation on this Saturday :|

OK...
My parents really...
I couldn't find a word to call them...but, I am really disappointed.

It's going to be my convocation and I am suppose to be very happy...but, no..
I'm not as happy as I expected. :|

Since my primary six, I started to get prizes for doing well in academic.
Until my high school, I got best student award in my final year.
It had been 7 years in school, but, they never turn up to any of my prize giving day.
Seeing my friends' parent came to give support and congratulate them...I really feel so jealous of them.
One of my friends told me, "I don't understand why my dad can't come for this day, can't he just take a day off..."
While her mother is there with her for every year.
She wished that both her parents were on the spot to see her receive the prize.
And, I told her, look at me, I don't have any of them of coming, even I got the first girl of the year.
Seeing me telling this, she kept quiet, as even she didn't know what words to tell me to comfort me.
I am very disappointed, very!!

And now, finally I'm graduated from university.
OK..no big deal if they're not coming again...
I don't care anymore...
For all the years had been, they never came, and I don't mind if this time they didn't turn again.
So, what?
I am really frustrated.
I don't know what happen to me, but, in all of a sudden, I was like so hot-tempered.

You know what, ever since I know the date of my session in convocation, I told them the date, that was 2months ago.
You guys get what I am trying to say?
Their daughter, graduating, and their daughter need to make appointment and tell them it will be held in next 2 months time, and asking them to make that particular day off from working. I was like pleading them to go.
Thinking back, why must I be pleading them?
I am really angry!!
In fact, even without them, I am going to be up there to receive my scroll, and I am going to graduate officially...after all the years, I am up on the stage without them around giving me supports and clapping for me. So, no big deal for this time too...

Seeing my friends' parents, all of them are busy booking studios to take family picture and, they're ordering flowers and buying new clothes.
So, I told them about studio booking, and that was 3 weeks ago, and they keep delaying it, until today, I finally got a studio's name card and make the booking myself.
But, I need to ask them what date they're available for their daughter, me..
And, my dad was saying, "why must you be such a hurry to book?"
I feel like I want to cry on the spot!!
After all the sadness and disappointment I faced all these years, I feel like I want to cry all out at this time!!
So, I told him, if you don't want, then I can just return the robes after the convocation day, easier, I don't have to back and froth to university.
Then, he said, "well, I just mean we don't have to be so hurry..."

Goodness can?!

They just don't get it...
I am not the only one in this state to be going to graduate and take pix.
This is a university, and there are thousands of them going to graduate and all people from over the country will gather at this state and is going to book their studio here and take pix here and then only return the robes.
If the robes is going to be returned later, then, maybe I don't care, but, it is going to be returned on 1st of September.
So, if they're intending to take a family pix, am I too rush to ask them to book a studio now?
So, in the end, I gotta book it myself :/
It's better that I don't tell them the last 3 weeks, then I won't be this angry!!

I am always sad talking about them.
So, let's not talk about them anymore...

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Oh...well...the previous post...haha...
when I check it again, I found that I had made many errors here and there...
hehe...
sorry...really spoiled the mood to read it on, right? =P
Corrected them...so, I hope no more major error in the post =P

So, today, I went for "Rush Hour 3"
I really love watching Zhang Jing Chu :)
She is in this movie, and the first time I seen her acting, was in Protege, and I love her acting in the movie..
In this RH3, she appears really little, but, I like her. :)

Jackie Chan looks so old~~

Chris Tucker is as noisy as ever

Overall, I like this movie lar...haha...
From Rush Hour 1 and 2, and until now, part 3, I think, no disappointment :)

So, tomorrow going to send things for my aunty...but, I am afraid i the shipping would be very expensive...
So, any idea of which shipping company should I go for?

Oh yahh...
before I go off...
I love this pix:

(From Andy Lau Forum)
Simply too handsome :)



And, take care all the friends and will be posting soon :)



flynnx~

Labels: my Day, my family

I'm really pi**ed off by some people...
I am so frustrated...
Well..
I'm not saying people must help me...
I always wonder, when people in trouble, I always lend them a hand
But, why is that when I am in trouble, people always keep themselves away from me...

I am so frustrated now~
very hot!!!!!!!!!

I need to go to do on-line questionnaire, in order that on Monday, I need to present the slip showing that I had done the survey.
But, the problem is I don't have a printer...
My printer had spoiled...
but, when I asked someone to help me...all of them will have their excuses!!
I really hate it!!

when people ask me, no matter how unwillingly I am, I am thinking, if I can help, why not I help them...
Just like Chinese proverbs, "好心有好报".
It means, when one doing good deeds, there will be good in return...
I am not looking for any return when I give help, but, I only wish that when I am in trouble, people will in turn to lend me a hand just like what I did.
But, even this little wish is not granted.

My friend, in KL, last night, I told him, I have problem to go online for the survey, and tonight, when he meets me again, he is so kind to tell me that he found another link for me.
I'm so touched!!!

But, another one...
OK..
I don't want to talk about it anymore...

I can only hope that tomorrow when I go to my shop, and my supervisor allows me to print that little thing.
She is kind and nice...so, I really hope she lets me~
haih~

friends???!!!
this is what we call friends...
When they need our help, they'll appear before us, but, when we need them all of them reject you as if you're asking them to pluck a star from the sky for you... :/

OK...
today, S.H.E. came to the place I worked...
wow!!!
there are so many people there...gosh~~

I always like Hebe, and I always dislike Ella...hehe...plus, that day, saw Ella posed with Andy's pix...hmm...I don't like her at all... :-x
haha...
you can call me jealous... =P
But, I just don't like it...
Even my supervisor, who is not Andy's fan feel Ella had done something so inappropriate that she also loathed at her...
haha...

And, today get to see Hebe...
She is really pretty :)
So, today, after so many people come to my shop to buy CDs, especially SHE's latest album, "PLAY", we earned RM3800++
There is a guy bought 4albums (the same album), just because he heard rumours saying that one be able to take pix with SHE if they got 5 albums.
This is crazy...
I think twice...
If Andy were to come, and if the same condition applies...I don't think, I am going to buy 5.
I don't know...
Maybe, it is just a rumour, there isn't any confirmation from the working staffs even...
Second, I think, it is because I am a member of AWC, I believe that there will be a chance to take pix with him (I think), it is just the matter of time...
haha...
think too much!!!=P

So, after working 36 hours in 3 days and only sleep 15hours, I think, I am soon going to look like a ghost...haha...
Today, I look into mirror when I was in toilet, oh gosh~
my complexion is so dry and look so bad...
Tomorrow I think, I am going to apply mask...
If this go on..I don't think I am going to look nice on my convocation day...
hehe...
yeah~~
it is next Saturday!!
very excited!! =P

oh yahh...today, met Belinda...
hehe...
She is so funny...but, she asked me to reserved Andy's CD for her, and yeah, she bought it!!
So, even the last one in my shop is sold out...
There are some other people looking for it, but, I just got to say, "sorry, it is sold out"
I heard that soon, there will be local edition to be released.
So, no more imported version...
And, that day, I went to some shopping complexes to browse...hehe...I always love to do such thing...
And, the report is:
In about three weeks time, all Andy's album is sold out in all Penang's CD shop outlet.
This is a super good news, isn't it?! :)
And, there will be local edition soon...
So, let's see how's the selling then...hehe... =P

oppss...
I forgot to report about "Flash Point"...
hehe...
It had been long I didn't see Lui Leong Wai (Michael Lui), I think that is suppose his english name...hehe...
He still look like previous...
hmm...he is the bad guy in the movie...
There is Donnie Yen...as great as ever...
And, my favourite, Louis Koo....hehe...I still haven't send my comment for him in his blog...
He is as funny and as handsome as ever!!
In this movie, the funny element is on Louis Koo alone..
Overall, I like this movie, but, this movie is a little too violent...
They show one slashing another one in a car and all the street-fighting..they're really violet...
hmmm...
I think, I'm going to buy the DVD too...
So...if you guys want to watch it...you guys can go for it. :)



OK...take care all of you!!



flynnx~

Labels: my Day, my friend

DONE!!!

finally, choose a song to fit into my blog :)

I had chosen 冬季不下雪 with the opening of 最受歡迎男歌手.

I think, the song, 冬季不下雪 got a very nice lyric, it is all about global warming is this is the environment issue that is hot discussing in any of the environment-related forum/discussion.
The song is easy-listening.
Also because of this song, I get to know that Beyond used to be with 5 members.
yeah~
the composer of the song is one of the ex-member of Beyond.

Then, I made that 最受歡迎男歌手 as the opening because...I just feel it is nice to hear to Andy saying, "this is where we start"
=P

OK...so, done with today's report and also blog's updates :)



Have a nice day to everyone.




flynnx~

Labels: my BLOG

hie...it'd been quite a while that I didn't put up Andy's pix...

Kinda miss him...
just like what I told Charlene the other day...
wish to give him a hug!!

First time, I had chosen pix which required me less than 10minutes.
I mean, including editing plus upload the image, I only used about 15minutes.
Fast, huh...

yeah~
that fast!!!
usually, it's very hard for me to choose Andy's pix...and, this time, I want Andox together with Andy too...
But, very fast, I can pick 3 pix from Andy's posts.
So, thanks to Andy for posting nice pix.

But, I have a problem to choose which song to share...haha....
Usually I don't have much trouble with choosing song...but, this time...
wahhahaa....
just let me have some time....

OK~
need to go out...haih~
thought of staying at home...but, it seems I can't...my mom called me to bring over something for her...

So, see you!!!

Labels: my BLOG, my Day

yeah~~

finally I got my things

Here..
I got my CD finally!! (it took me almost a month!! )

Here are the pix:

The album is made into a box

And, these are the things inside the box:

Inside here, we have a pocket sleeve, which will keep the CD, a piece of lyric, a set of postcards which made into booklet and also a campaign thingy... it's on Andy for caring the liver (Hep-B Prevention Campaign)

Then, I also receive Andox soft vinyl doll
The pix are here:






And, their individual pix:

(Please click to the thumbnail to view all 5 figures)

I love all of them...
I wonder why is there one figure which is left blank..
Is it that it is left for me to draw the expression I want?!

And, also here...
I bought the hanging ornament as well


I love the hanging ornament a lot!!
I'm still thinking where I should hang it...
If I would to hang it on my purse, it just doesn't look fir at all...
And, my purse is in brown colour

So, these are the 2 Andox goods that I bought.


I really wish I can buy the necklace too...
It's really nice, at least, I love it..
Look!!!
Only the box of the necklace is already very worthwhile!!!
And, the necklace is anti-sensitive type.
Here, let you look at the pix:

(This is pix is taken from AWC618_online shop)

suppose I want to go for a movie, "Flash Point" today..
But, I am so lazy to get out of my house...
So, in the end, I decided not to go out at all...hehe...
So, I'll watch it tomorrow.

And, also I would like to thank Anna for sending me the card.
I had received your birthday card also those things you sent me. Thanks!!!
You know what~~
I like your handwriting...and, that little thing you drew beside your initial, it's really cute!!!




so, until here~
take care all of you!!

oh yahh~
before I forgot...
That day...I posted a chinese post...titled, "归宿", and it is really a literally interpreted as going back home (so, just read my blog, and my blog is based on the literally interpreted meaning, not the other meaning: husband)


flynnx~

Labels: my Day

yesh~

finally, my grandma told me there is something for me!!!
I am so happy and excited now

Will go there straight away ;)
If they're beautiful, I'll take pix...
and, show you guys here. :)
But, of course they'll be beautiful!!!
Cuz' it will be either Andox or Andy's stuff

wahhhahahahaaa....

oh yahh~
I am soon going to receive my BDay card from AWC...well...hope this time is something special.. ;)

have a nice day!!!




flynnx~

Labels: my Day

今天是我的生日。
坐了在家大半天，像平常一樣花了大部分時間對著電腦上網留言和聽華仔的歌。
除了這些之外，我在想人生的路我已經走了23年了。
說長不算長，但又絕對不算短。
平均來說，如果一個人的壽命有大約80歲，人生的路我已經走過四分之一了。
可悲的事是我沒有辦法想起我有什麼的快樂時光。
走了這長的路，也覺得自己從來沒有什麼貢獻。
突然之間，我問我自己，我是否有過快樂時光嗎？
甚至我自己也答不到我自己。
做人做到像我那樣，一想起童年就一片空白，除了失敗這兩個字，我真的想不到有什麼其它的字可以說了。
我既然一點比較開心或者甜蜜的回憶都沒有。
是不是真的沒有，還是我自己都已經忘了？
這一個問題讓我今天過得特別不開心。

我很少跟人家提到我的過去，可以說是從來沒有提過。
有一天，我和朋友們一起在聊我們的童年，我既然想不起我自己曾經過怎麼樣的童年呢。
想了一陣，我朋友就問了我：難道你沒有童年的嗎?
我只能對他們笑一笑然後默默地離開現場。
我不知道他們會注意到我突然的轉變，我不管，那時候我隻想，我需要一人。

就是因為這樣吧~
很多事情也是藏了在自己的心底，很怕被人看見真正不開心的我。
每天帶著笑容去做人，這是我的信念。
我相信不開心的我就藏在心底好了，為何不好好過每一天，讓自己過得好一點呢？
不開心也還要過日子呀...為何不好好地過，那樣應該會好多。可能也是因為所有的事情也隱藏了在心底，根本就無法讓自己再次去找回開心的時光。

人人都覺得我擁有一個快樂溫暖的家庭。
從小就有爸爸媽媽的疼愛，應該是一個快樂的女孩呀。
沒錯，我沒有否認我是擁有一個開心溫暖家庭加上父母的疼愛，可是我不是開心的女孩。
我要的愛他們從來沒有給過我。
以前小就我懂，現在長大了還是不懂，可是就沒有再花時間想這麼多了。
忍著的眼淚在心理的掉，真得很痛~ 那種的痛是無法形容的。
什麼快樂的時光像不起，既然想起了一段段痛心的回憶。
眼淚漫漫的留下。
記得每次哭了也跟自己說好以後我不會再苦了。
可是沒辦法，以後還是哭。
相國還幾次，想要離家出走，可是也是做不到。
看來我對這個家應該還有那份的愛吧。

痛苦悲哀的過程窩嘗試過也相信已經度過了吧。
前面人生的路還有很長很長...
就是因為以前的路不好走，我學會了堅強。
就是因為前面的路我沒有得到我應有的愛，我現在學會了獨立。
就是因為前面的路已經走了這麼遠，好不容易活好到今天，我學會了享受過程和接受任何結果。

我一直渴望他們能夠給我的那種的愛，看來之可以是永遠的一種渴望也是我今年許的願望。
究竟，我何時才能夠有歸宿的那種感覺呢？
如果有一天，能夠給我願望成真的話，我又是否會覺得那種歸宿感市怪乖的嗎？

***

講起了歸宿，我就想起了劉德華新專輯裡的新歌叫，《歸宿》。


很好聽的一首歌，也是我最近覺得華仔最感人的歌曲。
第一次聽，就覺得這首歌很悲。
很喜歡聽華仔唱悲哀的歌曲~
第一次聽完後，眼淚掉了，真的深深被他感到了，有那種衝動想要抱著他！！
已經很久了，很久沒聽到一首可以深深的被打動的歌。
今天剛看了他的MV就覺得他很可憐。
他是深愛那個女的，可是那個女的是否有愛過他嗎？
是因為在外玩夠了才想到要歸去還是因為真的太想念那個男的所以才歸去呢？
看那個MV，你就懂了。



flynnx~

Labels: my Day

Oh...it is really rare....
last night, I didn't wait for it to strike 12am for my birthday...
really tired...
not even be able to stay up while I'm online...so, I went to bed at 10pm.
It is because I slept at 4am on the night before yesterday...and, woke up at 9am.
Suppose to have charged enough...as had slept for 5hours...but, maybe too long I didn't keep on the bad habit of sleeping lesser than 7hours....so, shorting of that 2hours is like...
I mean, it really make difference!!!

So, today is my birthday...
A "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to myself

No special celebration and nothing~~
Not even the expecting CDs arrive to me yet...
I am really not that happy...
erm...I'll go back to my grands' there to have a look...
And yeah~~
Today is Wednesday, it happened to be on the year I born, I am born on Wednesday too!!!
So, it was repeating huh...the difference is, I am now 23 years...
Like my brother said, I'm no longer 十八廿二 (canto pinyin: sap bat ya yi)
It is a Canto-speaking~
It means: no longer in the young age
yeah~ click it right...in other word saying, people is trying to say one is old.
So, I'm old!!!
My youngest brother gave me this little thing as birthday gift:


Finally, finished with my Harry Potter 7, and after reading this book, I love this book the most in the whole series...
Too many had to sacrifice!!
And, yeah....Potter boy survive!!
And also, there is an unexpected thing happened!!

Oh yahh~~
happy to report that Andy's new CD is selling like hot cakes!!!
I know that his CDs are always selling like hot cakes, but, never I sell it one by one out myself...you see...hehe...
The shop I'm working in, is one of the branch of Artiste Gallery in one of the shopping mall in Penang. This Artiste Gallery is a North M'sia CDs supplier, so, I can know how's Andy's CDs selling is actually going...
And, my supervisor is the daughter of the boss of this gallery thing..so, she told me, Andy's CD selling is doing really good...
Now, the imported version is already sold out and it is soon going to release the local version...
(Which I am wondering what the local version will look like)
haha...
Whatever it looks like...I don't care anymore...but, good to hear that it is selling good :)

My supervisor expected me to buy from and which I really wish I was...
You see, if I'm buying from here, I don't have to wait like crazy for my copy to arrive...
This is really shit!!!

Just now, went to andylau.com
I didn't know it had already launched...until I check on Andy's CD whereby I am not only seeing awc618.com but, also andylau.com...
So, today, I tried to register...but, I didn't have the verification key...which I am not able to do so!!
I hate it!!!
I used to send them my request of want to be in one of the testing, but, they didn't reply me...so, I told myself...never mind...when it is launched, I can still use it...but, stupid enough...I need verification key, which the verification key is nothing like showing you an image and ask you to type whatever you saw in the blank given...they need something else...
So, I PM-ed the webmaster who had post up the notice earlier...but, he didn't reply to me yet!!!
arrggghhh!!!
It seems like, everything doesn't happen smoothly on my birthday...

Today is my birthday, so, I don't want to spend it by wandering outside...
Tomorrow...yeah~ tomorrow, I'll be going out for a movie and also posting whatever I need to post
The movie....forgot the title...
But, it is by Louis Koo and also Donnie Yen...so, I'll go for it..
Suppose if it is Andy's new movie, then, I'll sure go for it today...but, since it is someone's else...then, make it tomorrow
But, thanks to those who had wished me birthday...

@Anni:
Finally, I am able to check the BDay card myself...
You know, the other time you posted on the forum...I didn't check it...
So, I guess there will be a surprise..or, maybe no, huh...
An, thanks for the wishes...I hope I can really go to that fellow's concert!!!

@Anna:
hehe...it's really very early of you to have posted the wishes in the forum...
So, you post it according to the US time???
Anyway, thanks!!

@Vonn:
Glad to see your SMS.

I am happy not because I got your birthday wishes, it is that I am happy because I know you're alright

@And, to all those friends who sent me SMS:
Thanks!!



take care, friends!!!



birthday girl,
flynnx~

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